have you ever feel that if and only if you are there at the right time, at the right moment, at the right place.. things may differ from what you are facing now..
this thought keep hunting me all this while. only if i was at the right time, at the right moment and at the right place so my destiny may differ. i never regret for what i am having now.. but the feeling of not getting the real reason of breathing every single moment of time drifting me to look at the empty space like watching the movie from other dimensions..
~ sigh.. why am i late or why time leading me before i am able to keep up. only if i am able to see the future and be there to fix this time so that it will turn up to be better..
as whatever is happening now, it will turn up to history in the next moment. the history only for us to see, to remember and to learn lesson out of it. sure this whole world is a big classroom, that teaches us the lesson of life, underlying the reason to believe and reveals the reasons to live.
as the clock ticks, time changes.. things change.. people change.. so does the heart, the believe and the perspective of living this life. do you aware or realize that you are changing too with every moment of time, with every movement of life. it happens all the time with every tick of the clock..
truly, i am afraid of these changes. what if i be there before time and what if i be there too late. will i lead myself to the right path or pulling myself to the deep thought of disappointment.. and all these thoughts are like shadows.. overwhelming the life until the time where the choices are no longer mine..
how i wish.. i can be there at the right time, at the right moment and at the right place..
this thought keep hunting me all this while. only if i was at the right time, at the right moment and at the right place so my destiny may differ. i never regret for what i am having now.. but the feeling of not getting the real reason of breathing every single moment of time drifting me to look at the empty space like watching the movie from other dimensions..
~ sigh.. why am i late or why time leading me before i am able to keep up. only if i am able to see the future and be there to fix this time so that it will turn up to be better..
as whatever is happening now, it will turn up to history in the next moment. the history only for us to see, to remember and to learn lesson out of it. sure this whole world is a big classroom, that teaches us the lesson of life, underlying the reason to believe and reveals the reasons to live.
as the clock ticks, time changes.. things change.. people change.. so does the heart, the believe and the perspective of living this life. do you aware or realize that you are changing too with every moment of time, with every movement of life. it happens all the time with every tick of the clock..
# why something you really want.. comes to you after your path had been chosen?
# why someone you are looking for.. comes to your life after you stop looking for him?
# why you find something you dream all this while.. a moment after buying something substitutes?
# why you find the truth.. after the trust varnished in time?
# why the choices come.. after you are not able to choose anymore?
# why someone you are looking for.. comes to your life after you stop looking for him?
# why you find something you dream all this while.. a moment after buying something substitutes?
# why you find the truth.. after the trust varnished in time?
# why the choices come.. after you are not able to choose anymore?
truly, i am afraid of these changes. what if i be there before time and what if i be there too late. will i lead myself to the right path or pulling myself to the deep thought of disappointment.. and all these thoughts are like shadows.. overwhelming the life until the time where the choices are no longer mine..
how i wish.. i can be there at the right time, at the right moment and at the right place..
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